I don’t like my tongue. I’m getting chubby. my life is stagnant right now. I want to live. I want nicer things. I’m to contrary. my creative streak us dying. I want to be cool. I want to be funnier. I wish I could dance. he should feel the same way I feel. I miss my friends. I miss having people I can trust in my life. I don’t really have family. I want whiter teeth. I’m bald now. I can go on but ill stop
”I actually attack the concept of happiness. The idea that - I don’t mind people being happy - but the idea that everything we do is part of the pursuit of happiness seems to me a really dangerous idea and has led to a contemporary disease in Western society, which is fear of sadness. It’s a really odd thing that we’re now seeing people saying “write down 3 things that made you happy today before you go to sleep”, and “cheer up” and “happiness is our birthright” and so on. We’re kind of teaching our kids that happiness is the default position - it’s rubbish. Wholeness is what we ought to be striving for and part of that is sadness, disappointment, frustration, failure; all of those things which make us who we are. Happiness and victory and fulfillment are nice little things that also happen to us, but they don’t teach us much. Everyone says we grow through pain and then as soon as they experience pain they say “Quick! Move on! Cheer up!” I’d like just for a year to have a moratorium on the word “happiness” and to replace it with the word “wholeness”. Ask yourself “is this contributing to my wholeness?” and if you’re having a bad day, it is.”
- Hugh Mackay
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I really like this, especially because one of my personal 2013 resolutions is “allowing myself to feel everything deeply”. I personally feel that happiness is an emotional that takes effort and requires maintenance. I try to allow myself the capacity to experience the full spectrum of emotion. Wholeness is such a better default.
explain to me how I had a dream about making pancakes… and I wake up with syrup on my face. SYRUP ON MY FACE
GOOD NEWS EVERYONE. turns out my car trouble was due to corroded cables. My dad was able to get Sabrina up and running before noon, and I was off to the races. I spent the day with my favorite people, Meg, her sister, Lynn, and Cas. We went to Amelies, used book stores, played frisbee outside in a field, and watched scary movies until we were too scared to move.
Noooowwww Im just laying in bed, waiting for my acne medication to dry and watching InuYasha
my favorite thing about taylor swift is her eyes
they look like they constantly on the lookout for the d
I don’t understand why gyms have mirrors. I know what I look like. That’s why I’m there.
What are some of your insecurities? everyone has them?
someone talk me out of lonely
sometimes i miss him
how could i not
when i was crazy
about an idea of him
how i look back
and try to pinpoint the moment
where it started
where something started
and i can find the place
but i can’t really find the something
since i’m the something
obsessed with secrets
I MEAN, IF RELIGIOUS/HOMOPHOBIC FOLKS WANNA GET IT FUCKEN POPPIN….. WE CAN GET IT THE FUCK POPPIN WITH THESE BIBLE VERSES!!